They wanna see the smart and beautiful me. They only want to see that side of me. My feelings? It's not what matter the most. As long as I can please them, everything will be alright.
They keep putting me in cage as if I'm their puppet. Everytime I tried to breakfree, I failed.
I failed.
Just because I cannot stand to see them disappointed.
Being told to do this and that since I was a lil girl. I lost myself trying to do everyting they want. When is the right time for me to actually follow my own choices?
I hid all my flaws, trying to be that perfect girl everyone would adore. But I was wrong.
People drown in that image I made. I thought true love will accept me for who I am. When they found out, they are on rage, blaming me for not doing the right things (Things they wanna see).
Stupid me.
Stupid me for blaming myself too, thinking that I have to be like that for my whole life.
Do I need to rebuild the old walls?
Do I need to numb my heart again?
They keep putting me in cage as if I'm their puppet. Everytime I tried to breakfree, I failed.
I failed.
Just because I cannot stand to see them disappointed.
Being told to do this and that since I was a lil girl. I lost myself trying to do everyting they want. When is the right time for me to actually follow my own choices?
I hid all my flaws, trying to be that perfect girl everyone would adore. But I was wrong.
People drown in that image I made. I thought true love will accept me for who I am. When they found out, they are on rage, blaming me for not doing the right things (Things they wanna see).
Stupid me.
Stupid me for blaming myself too, thinking that I have to be like that for my whole life.
Do I need to rebuild the old walls?
Do I need to numb my heart again?
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