NYAN'S STRANGER SPACE

I hope this battle would be ended soon I hope with the last breath that I take would make me survive this war I hope I would win I have to win I have to make sure that I'll win Even though it's not easy Because the one I keep fighting is myself.

Aku lelah Jika kau tak bisa bantu hilangkan lelahku Janganlah kau tambah bebanku, sayang Pikirmu kau tahu segalanya tentangku Pikirmu semuanya mudah Bagiku, semuanya sudah hancur Tragisnya, aku tidak bisa memulai dari awal lagi Cukup Jangan tambahkan lagi sedihku Cukupla…

Setiap hari aku mencoba bertahan, entah apa yang aku cari, entah apa yang aku pertahankan, entah apa yang membuatku bertahan. Hari ini pun, aku masih mencoba bertahan. Mencoba tetap hidup, mencoba tetap mencintai apa yang masih kupunya, tetapi tidak mencintai apa yang aku lakukan. …

They wanna see the smart and beautiful me. They only want to see that side of me. My feelings? It's not what matter the most. As long as I can please them, everything will be alright. They keep putting me in cage as if I'm their puppet. Everytime I tried to breakfree, I failed. …

And suddenly, i didn’t want to be happy anymore, i just wanted to survive.